Moderator: Welcome. We have our usual guests here. Beth, you
have an interesting story to share with us. Please, take as long as necessary.
Beth: Thank you, Moderator. I have a story that I want to
divide into sections.
Day 1:
We decided to take a walk on a beautiful sunny day. I spotted a kitten that
appeared lost at the community complex. I managed to pick her up. She had a
pink collar on without identifying tags. I reasoned the manager would know who
this cat belonged to. She did not. She offered to take her to an animal
hospital nearby which would put the little kitty up for adoption. I wanted to
see if I can locate the owner first. I asked the neighbors closest to the
location where the cat was found. The neighbor knew about the cat and how her
owner moved and left her behind. I went back to the manager to see about taking
her to the hospital. She found a box for me. All along, the kitty was not
happy. She would fidget, meow, bite, and scratch me. I would not let her go. I
soothed her with soft words, rubbing her head, and patting her. That lasted for
a short while. But she would panic again. I still would not let her go. I
wished to see her to safety. I was determined and nothing she did to me would
deter me. She was delivered safely to the hospital. The attendant was excited
to see the cat was a teenager.
Day 2: Father
started revealing many things to me. He showed the extent of emotions this
little kitty was experiencing; how I share the same emotions. I get frightened
being carried by the Father. I am far off of the ground. I lose control. I have
no knowledge of what He is doing. I do not see the next step. It seems I am in
prison. I do not have the freedom to come and go as I please. I cannot see
ahead of me because I am concentrating on the problem I am in. It is hard to
look ahead when looking below. It is hard seeing the big picture when I focus
on the puzzle piece. It is hard seeing the ocean when I am struggling to stay
afloat in shallow waters. When I get this frightened, I fight. This fighting is
hurting Him because it tells Him I do not trust Him. It only reveals my lack of
thankfulness and acceptance of where I am. All the fidgeting also hurts me
because it just makes me angrier and more self focused. It also hurts those
around me for they can sense negativity in me. In turn, negativity is
contagious. It also wastes time. If the Father had to focus on calming me down,
time is taken away from Him doing what He plans to do. He does take the time to
soothe me with words and touch. He may send someone to encourage me. He cares
to keep my relationship with Him close. As long as I choose to, His will be
done.
Day 3:
Father started revealing His perspective in the situation. Father, would you
kindly take over?
Father: With pleasure, Beth. Thank you.
I have a specific plan for each of my children. The only
hindrance to that plan is the person in question. I will attempt to convince
you to obey me. But I cannot force you for I want you to choose to live in my
will. If you do choose my will, you will encounter many dark days for you will
not see everything I do. Your enemy will try to convince you that I left you,
forgotten you, and do not love you. Just remember your enemy is a liar and the
father of all lies. All he wants to do is separate you from me to harm you. I
promised you that I would never leave you. You, on the other hand, can leave
me. It may seem I have forgotten you,
but I have not. I am waiting for the perfect time to do my perfect will. Just
hang in there and you will see my work in you. I love you and nothing you do
will cause me to love you less even walking away from me. Walking away from me
will only hurt you and those around you. The opposite is true also. Nothing you
do will make me love you more. My love is beyond your understanding. It exceeds
the ocean depth, width, and length combined. I sent my own Son to die so you
wouldn’t have to. He paid the price of your redemption so I can have you dwell
with me for all eternity by your choosing to accept Jesus’ work in you. Once you accept Jesus’ work in you, you no
longer belong to you. You belong to me. I want my will to be done in your life.
Nothing you do will make me change my mind in regards to my will for your life.
I have dreams for your life that super exceed any dreams you may have for
yourself. I am determined to accomplish my will. You may fidget and attempt to
flee. But since you belong to me, I will protect you until you come home. Your
fidgeting will only waste time. But I am able to restore all things. Do you
believe me? Do you trust me?
Thank you, Moderator, for another opportunity to reveal my
heart.
Moderator: Thank you, Father. And thank you, Beth, for
another wonderful experience with our Father.
Our Father constantly speaks. Do you take the time to
listen? It took Beth a cat lesson to listen.
Until next time, stay blessed!